At times you're simply watching a certain movie or listening to a certain song, when all of a sudden tears jump in your eyes, roll over your face and you feel something you havn't felt in a long time. A feeling, a thought, something reminds you of something else and that something, feels weird.
I'm having a lot of memories, better said, flashbacks, from olddays and feeling old feelings. After just watching a tv-serie I find myself sitting on the floor in my room.. thinking of a talk I had with my Dad a few days ago and thinking back at a few years, things I havn't thought of in months, years.
Sometimes I wonder if I let people truly see the real me. As most of the people I know and meet will always build a certain image around me or see me as someone I am, but who is just a part of the person I truly am in total. I believe there are people who do know me, who can see through me. Some I havn't seen in a while, and I think to find a great balance for this upcoming half year, six months left, of 2008, I need to catch up with them and put some olddays in my newdays.
So thats it for now, a little drama talk, which I havn't posted in a long time, ha, hopefully I'm not turning this image I'm having into a crybaby, haha. Oh well, for now just a little Barry White and some memories on my mind. The world, the real world, seems so big all of a sudden, from my floor, in my room, somewhere in Amsterdam Still much to dream about and chase.
This reminds me of a few lines:
Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.
- Dr Seuss
Faith is the Pierless Bridge
Supporting what se see
Unto the cene that we do not
Too slender for the eye
It bears the soul as bold
As it were rocked in steel
With arms of steel at either side
It joins behind the veil
To what, could we presume
The bridge would cease to be
To our far, vacillating feet
A first necessity.
- Emily Dickinson
And now I'm off to bed.
photo: Rob 'Bubba' Baauw.
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