lover's spit.

It's been a while since I came across this song. And as I'm in bed, wondering about everything and beyond as I always do; my future, my life, love and what the next chapter may be, I feel a smile. My heart smiles and I'm taking it step by step..


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white wings.

It has been a while since an editorial blew me away. Today it happen again, Vogue Nippon's story with Raquel Zimmermann shot by Mert & Marcus. I wonder who styled it.. can't wait to get my hands on this issue! x

Update: George Cortina is the Fashion Editor/Stylist.
Tumbs up, my compliments! Wow.

an education.

Out on the 9th of October. I however hope it can be found online a little before then. Can't wait to see it! x


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forever browns.

Browns isn't as mindblowing as it once was. However, or mostly whenever, you go to brownsfashion.com and there's always something you may like. And always something you will love. Maybe that's why I'm still a big fan. Now let's hope their selection of menswear gets a bit more attitude, ha.

From top to bottom; Dries van Noten, Giambattista Valli, Giambattista Valli, Maison Martin Margiela, RM by Rolant Mouret, Fendi and Balenciaga.


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all the beautiful poses.

'The red walls are lined with portraits. And I've got my new silver fetching leather jacket. All these poses such beautiful poses. Makes any boy feel like picking up roses. There's never been such grave a matter. As comparing our old brand name black sunglasses. All these poses such beautiful poses. Makes any boy feel as pretty as a princess.' - Rufus Wainwright

leo strauss.

If you ever wonder what I do when I can't sleep, well this is a good example.

Leo Strauss, on my list to spend a couple of hours on. Very interesting.

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still surfing usa.

It's somewhat past midnight, I just been working, shooting from 8pm and the team left an hour ago. What I mean to say by telling this, I have no clue. But as The Drums sing their Saddest Summer Song, it's not bedtime before I write my bedtime story.

A lot has been happening the last few weeks, from my trip to Los Angeles - Petra and Morena, I very mucho miss you both! - to meeting friends and people such as Wakeem who I haven't seen in forever. Oh and I'm very upset, as my assistant Martin is leaving town for a week and I have noooo idea how I will survive. I think besides the fact that he's a sublime person, he just keeps on helping me out, as well today, gosh how I will miss you when I'm back in Amsterdam! All the fun we keep on having. I may cry, ha.

And yes, back in two and a half weeks. Back to Amsterdam. I need a cookie, or two, wait. Whatelse happened, what didn't, I don't even know. All I know is that I'm very much alive and more ambitious then ever. Plus I feel at home. Whatever I wear, whatever I do, it doesnt matter. New York may be wow and amazing and the sky is the limit. Everynight is another party or something to do etc, but during the day it's still working hard, long days and giving your all and even more, because if you don't, someone else will. And that combination and attitude, seems to suit me perfectly!

Unfortunately I have no money-tree in my garden, so going back to get all the money I need to get back here is something I simply have to do. Oh well, what else.. Today shooting with Minoru again. And with Lindsey from Marilyn, who's set to be tomorrows next topmodel, she's amazing! Plus Tetsu made her a red wig, selfmade and real-hair. Breath-taking. Oh and I miss JeanPaul, more and more each day!

My previous week, let me think. Ha! Me being drunk and walking with Alex from 14th and 9th to his place at 13th and Ave A or some. Walking, drunk, falling 20 times, the best. And with breakfast the next morning and a My Little Pony colour-thingy, I felt quite bad, but very happy at the same time. Or maybe it's just Alex. One of the sweetest people I have ever met. Oh ehm.. some PR Agencies hold the cuttest guys, some others hold the biggest bitches. But one lesson I've learned here, is that you simply can't expect people to react the way you would. Oh and No, no is not an option. :)

And and, I bought a pair of sneakers. Quite scary, not sure if I will wear them. Gosh. I'm leaving in a couple of days. Unreal. Bah. Off to bed, returning time tomorrow, my fav. Not. And no Martin, so I may die. Ha. If so, love you all. Goodnight! x