a very special year.

The last chapter, 2008 is coming to an end and we're almost about to start with 2009.

Looking back I see myself as one of ELLE Style Awards finalist, giving it my all and, running around during fashionweek in a pink furrcoat, or any other eyecatching look, I see myself falling in love, I see you and the spiders, I see small trips in an almost broken car, or a dead one sort off, I see you laying on the floor, passed out, I see many parties, lots of friends, or lots of people I call a friend, I see trips, lots of trips, I see mucho cryingmoments, but also many smilingones, ofcourse a lot of shopping, expecially after losing my luggage in the Thalys, I see dreams come true, I see MykroMag, I see myself grow, I see kofta, and always the three garlic pieces, I see us in London, or you with my leathertrousers on your head, I see us, ofcourse, and dancing with you in Tokyo, I see myself get shitted with birdshit, I see you fall apart, I see myself dying a little, I see lots of concerts, one to hold one or another, others where we simply loose our minds, I see us skydiving, I see gorgeous photos you took of me in London, I see you grow, I see haircuts, I see us biking around in Paris, I see lots of couscous, I see more horrible movies, I see double f, I see a lot.

Some of the most beautiful things, some very horrible ones. But in the end, I mostly see myself, here, in bed, smiling, while listening to some music, loving 2008 and very much up for 2009. I will change a bit more, I will not let anyone take advantage of me anymore and I will try to take a little better care of myself. Thank you all. Expecially a few. No names, you know who I mean if you're one of them.

This year, 2008, has been very important to me, I've learned a lot, and and.. oh whatever, fuck 2008. Up to 2009! Hell yeah! x





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we all heart ash and eliza.

Ash and Eliza, cute as always. I couldnt just not share this, you gotta love em! Ha. x


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thank you sam-sung.

Dear Sam,

From being someone nice to becoming a real friend, I wasn't scared we wouldn't get along these couple of days on our trip in and to Tokyo, but I would never expected it to be so relaxed, so amazing and almost perfect, as it truly was.

I hope you know you're an amazing person, or at least as far as I got to know you at this very moment, to me you truly are. And besides the fact you're kind, you also have ambition and mostly a charm over you that will help you to succeed in all the dreams you have in mind. And with all the long talks about the future, I'm sure it will work out for the both of us!

Whatever happens, no doubt our friendship will grow in 2009 and more trips will follow. While writing this, being home again and not having you by my side, I'm sort of already missing you.

Thank you, for the flight and all of you in Tokyo, but mostly for all the moments, from serious conversations to crazy dancing, open-talks and whatever more. The fun, the time, the running, the laughs, the bullshit and all the rest.

See you tomorrow, no doubt.

Love,
Sonny







In the end, like now, I would say 'WOW', but then again, 'I'm all about HIPHOP so I dunno.' Ha. x

moshi moshi, pt 4.

It took me a small hour to upload it all as the internet-cntn is a bit slow, however.. looking back the these last couple of days, I find myself smiling and almost crying, knowing tomorrow we're heading back to Amsterdam.

From some sightseeing here in Asakusa to going to ArtyFarty, probably the most fun gay-club in town, with the most horrible music, but so horrible that it's fun again. After almost going to Womb yesterday, we went back to ArtyFarty, where we ran into some familiar faces, such as Nicola, who took us for a little shooting this afternoon.

If you read this, next time we'll do the karaoke and you still get some money, bitch. Anyway, whatelse.. Oh indeed, the fishmarket, but since we went out and couldnt get up ar like night or early early morning, we went during lunch and ofcourse the end was there, so we only saw a few huge tuna-fishies but thats all. However, seeing how big it is and taking a small walk to the street/market next to it, the day, with the sun and all, was mucho fun!

Today I wanted to see some cosplay-kids and dressup dolls, however when passing the Yoyogi-park we only saw like 5 of them, mostly goths and they were way too posy, or may I say, attention-ho-like. Sort off. Eventhough I was wearing my featherskirt, who Sam truly dislikes, but thats a whole other story..

And so, from the hotel, a bit tired, eating some last snacks, I dunno their names, I'm almost off to packing my luggage and go to bed. I will blog about Tokyo when I'm back in Amsterdam, but I'm sure it will not be anything negative. I'm having the time of my live, I'm looking forward to 2009, I know Sam so much better, finding him one of the best and gorgeous people I've met in 2008, and I know we'll took this friendship to a whole other level this upcoming new year.

I start to miss my friends and fam, so going back is alright, but Tokyo.. there will be an entire chapter in my book of live, no doubt. Tokyo feels good, I knew it! x

moshi moshi, pt 3.

We're still in Tokyo! And as you can see above, it's amaaaaaazing! Ha. No, really, it's fucking cool. From the zillion department stores we went to yester-yesterday in Shinjuku, to do some electronic-shopping and finding the new love of my life, this phone. However, surely it will not work with me or in Amsterdam, but it's amazing. However, they all have the same ones, large and colourfull and nah.. I did expected a bit more! Ha.

Mucho shopping, which was the best yesterday, after finding amazing stores, which I will put on my blog lateron, mucho vintages ones, I bought myself a new furrcoat! Yay, and almost these shoes, but too small and still not, the ones. Ehm, oeh and yesterday we went out! Club Asia, which was fucking fucking amazing! Everyone here is about having fun, so during the day they're all very so-called-shy and relaxed, but at night everyone is a fucking partyanimal! No drugs or posing, but just dancing like crazy and everyone smiles and gets along, sort of, ha. And the cuppaacups, ha!

Anyway, Sam and I are having the time of our lives. A little dead from lastnight, but that perfect to do some sightseeing in our own area. I need to get my ass out of bed so.. goodday, goodbye. x